Bleeding Love

March 11, 2008 at 12:19 am (Life, gay, relationships) (, , , , , , )

After sitting around and thinking about things between me and Ke and thinking about my feelings and whatnot. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m in serious love with him. There is just something about him, like this aura that makes me feel extremely happy. His eyes are like the window to heaven, I wish I could stare into them forever. When I’m with him I feel safe, I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my my shoulder’s and I feel as if I can breathe easy again. It’s like I have not a care in the world.

One major thing that I really love about him is that he is not a sexual person. I mean like, with the other guys that I’ve dated it’s always been like a sexual thing. All they wanted to do when I was with them is just like make out, or touch or something that would lead up to sex or something of that nature. With Ke it’s like he just wants to hold my hand, or cuddle with me, or something that makes me feel like he wants to be with me for some other reason than sex, and I like that. I mean yeah, sex is a big part of a relationship, but it’s not the important part. When I’m with him, I feel so comfortable. I don’t feel like I have some kind of commitment to his sexual needs. I know that sounds kinda stupid, and it’s not like I wouldn’t have sex with him because I really would, but what I’m saying is that when I’m with him, i don’t feel like I HAVE to do it like with some of my other boyfriends.

Ke treats me so great when I’m around him and talking to him. I don’t really know how to explain it but it’s really good. I love him so much, and I thank God everyday that he’s in my life. I’m so glad that Emily told me about that website. Everyone says on line dating never works out, but I’m here to tell everyone that says it doesn’t work out, that they’re dead WRONG!

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