Smooth

March 4, 2008 at 10:19 am (Life, gay, relationships) (, , , , )

Well Ke came down yesterday to hang out with me. It was out first time meeting and to be honest about it, I was a little nervous about meeting him for the first time; but things were great. Well, let me start from the beginning. I was talking to my friend Ali about him coming down, and she was supposed to be coming back from Kentucky and so I asked her to stop by on her way down to see me because I have’t seen or talked to her in about 6 or 7 months. So when she got here she said she was going to leave so me and him could have the day alone. Well, I asked her to stay and go with us because if I was alone with someone that I didn’t really know that well I would feel really awkward.

Well, when he got here we went to the mall and walked around for a bit. I was kinda noticing that while he was talking and laughing and cutting up and everything it still seemed he was acting a bit “reserved” and I thought it was because he didn’t like me or that I wasn’t what he expected. As the night went on I acted like nothing was wrong and everything. Well, we went and got Ali’s hair did and as we’re sitting in the salon waiting he said he was hungry, so I figured that we would walk to the food court and let him get something to eat. Well, I was going to pay for it but I called my bank and checked my statment while we were waiting and it said that I was in the negative. Which is not right. (by the way, there was just a mix up with my account I callled this morning and they fixed it. So, don’t worry.) So I didn’t get to get him anything to eat. And I felt really bad about it.

We went back to the salon where Ali was getting her hair done and I was sitting in one of the chairs watching her, and I kept thinking to myself, “He’s acting weird. He don’t like me. He’s never going to talk to me again.” and I was really concerned because I really like him and I thought that he wasn’t going to want to talk to me again, or that he had changed his mind about me or whatever. I’ve had shit like that happen so many times to me, that I almost expect it from everyone. Once we left the mall, we didn’t get to go downtown like we had planned. So he just took me and Ali back to my house. Ali got out of the car and went over by her car and smoked a cigarette so me and him could talk.

So I thought that he was just going to be all like, “I’ll call you later. Bye” but he didn’t. He asked me something that really suprised the hell out of me, because what he asked me about was the same thing I was thinking about all night. He asked me “You’re not going to be like the other guys who talk to me, then meet me, and never talk to me again are you?” and I felt a big drop in pressure on my heart. I told him that I was thinking the same thing about him and I was hoping that he wasn’t going to do that to me and everything. Well, after he left me and Ali had a long talk about it and everything and she said she really liked him. Which is odd. Ali never likes any of the guys that I talk to. But she really did like him. So, he did something right to get her approval. :]

But, he’s definiatly got mine.

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