Just Around The Corner
Well it’s officialy March 1st. Yep, just 19 more days until my seventeenth birthday. I’m so excited; I mean I don’t really know why because it’s not like I’m turning legal or anything it’s just that, I never thought I’d make it this far. For the longest time after Meghan died and things started to go down the shitter for me in my life, I started to think that I would be dead by now. Either from a somewhat natural cause or by the other option; suicide. I never thought that I would make it to the age of seventeen, so I’m actually really happy. Plus, it’s also the age where I can legaly move out of my parents house and live wherever i please. So, thats also a big plus.
In other news, I’ve been talking to Ke a lot more, and getting to know him better and I think I’m really getting attached. I don’t really know what it is. I just know that I’m starting to have a little bit more feelings for him than I thought I would by now. It’s not normal for me to take to anyone as fast as I took to him. So, I’m taking that as a good sign. But, I just don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing that I’m starting to get this attached this soon. Because, I know there is always the chance that he could screw me over and hurt me. But, he really don’t seem like the kind of person to do that. I mean, I’ve read some of his personal blogs and stuff about his life and him and everything. It seems like he’s been waiting for someone like me for about as long as I’ve been waiting for someone like him. Maybe I’m just getting too happy too soon. Or then again; maybe it’s harmony, maybe we’re ment to “vibrate” –if you will– together. I know I’m definatly starting to feel something.
Whatever it is, I’m liking it.
