Games.
Okay I was woken up this morning around 2:57am to my phone beeping constantly telling me that I had a new voice message. Well, I did what any person would do; checked it. Well when I did it was a message from a private number and it was some guy on there saying all kinds of stuff that made no sense. Then before he hung up he made sure he called me a faggot at least six times.
This pisses me off, for one reason and probably not the reason you’re thinking of. It doesn’t bother me that he called and said what he said, I mean hell, maybe he had some feelings he needed to get off his chest so he called and vented on me. I don’t care about that — what pisses me off the most is the fact that if he has the balls to call me up at 2:00 in the morning and cuss me and talk shit to me, why don’t he have the balls to unblock his number? I mean, if he is big enough and man enough to call me and talk some shit then he should be man enough to back it up when it all blows up in his face, am I right?
I swear, I dropped out of high school almost a year ago so I could get away from the games, drama, and other childish shit that people do when they have nothing else to do with their life — and apparently it’s still following me. I mean come on people, you’re what 18, 19, and 20 years old. Start your life already. Stop being a fucking child. Who gives a shit what you think about someone. Is that going to really matter 10 years from now, when you’re sitting there thinking about what you’re going to do with your life because you’ve spent so much time sticking your nose in everyone else’s business that you didn’t have time to do anything with your life? I mean come on, grow the hell up; i hate children. I can’t wait until I move to Charolotte, it’s going to be a fresh start, a new beginning in a new city. New people, new school, new things to do. And the FIRST thing I’m doing when I get there is changing my cell number. So, I have no contact what-so-ever with people back here in Greenville, well, except a SELECT few.
EvFanSite
Well if you’ve read my profile on MySpace and YouTube then you’ll prettymuch figure out that I am obsessed with the band Evanescence. Well, because of this obsession I have purchased, made, and dedicated all my hard work and love into making a fan site for them. I have a few returning users as well as a few new users each month. I need to expand a little bit. I need to open the door to my website. I have a few other people that are working for me that help me run this site when I cannot. Please visit, bookmark, and use this site if you like Evanescence as much as I do. I try my best to keep up with all the latest information and all the news and such. Now, keep in mind this is NOT a professional site, although I pretend it is. There are a few “kinks”, if you will, that I have to work out. The link to this sit is www.evanescencefansite.com and I think you’ll pretty much enjoy it. So, please if you like Evanescence in any way… Check it out, it’s pretty neat.
SocialVibe.com
Ok, so theres this website thats becoming the hottest place to go to. It’s called SocialVibe.com and if you sign up you can win prizes. It’s all for free. The best thing about it, is you sign up you choose a sponsor such as Dolce & Gabanna or Hello Kitty and they give you the banners and the links to endorse their products. For every bit of points you win, it’s converted into money and donated to the cause of your choice. My cause was “Peace and Human Rights”. You can choose any cause you would like to donate to. The more you donate the more you win. So you can sign up through me and help me donate some points/money to my cause by clicking here or you can visit www.socialvibe.com and signup there. Either way you sign up, it’s for a good cause. So, just make sure you sign up.
I know who I am — Partly. The other half I’m still looking for.
So everyone of you know now that I’m going into cosmetology sometime in the fall. Well, I originally was going to go to Greenville Technical College for my cosmetology classes. But, I found out that they are not an accredited school. If I were to go to Greenville Tech. then I would end up working in a Great Clips or something. Which, there’s nothing wrong with that, but that just not what I want to do. If I get into cosmetology I want to make it big. I want to be known. I want to work in a high fashion stylist salon such as Giuseppe Franco.
I found this school called Aveda Institutes in Charolotte, North Carolina and it’s a school based on nothing but cosmetology, esthetics, manicuring, salon, and spa care. I also found out that I could qualify for a PELL Grant, which is for people like me, undergraduates (drop-outs). So, if my plans to move in with my friend Ke actually go through, which i am hoping and praying they do, then I am probably going to be going to Aveda Institutes sometime in June or July. Hopefully, I will be accepted and I will be able to go to it.
Aveda Institutes is a high fashion cosmetology and design school. If I were to go there then I would be learning the standards to become a Master Stylist instead of someone working in a local hair cutting place. The good thing is that it’s a Master Stylist college at an entree-level stylist price. Which means that for what I could pay to go to Greenville Technical College and become an entree-level cosmetologist, with Aveda I can pay the same price and become a Master Stylist.
“The Aveda Institute was founded to create some of the most successful entrepreneurs in hair, skin and nail esthetics, makeup, massage and total body wellness. Our students are educated by accomplished professionals, using innovative curriculum’s that blend professional techniques with retail and business-building skills. The Institute emphasizes personal well-being as well as environmental responsibility. Using Aveda pure flower and plant essences and plant-based products, we affirm the relationship between personal beauty, wellness and the environment.”
For those of you who are interested in going into cosmetology and want to be more than just entree-level then you should check them out. The school information is below.
Aveda Institutes
1520 South Blvd.
Charlotte, NC 28203
704.333.9940
www.avedainstitutesbb.com
I really hope this works out for me. Not only would I then have a great life, but it would actually be a life worth living for.
Face The Facts–It’s Time To Take A Stand
Face The Facts
It’s time to take a stand.
By: Stevan Neibel
As a Gay Rights activist myself, and as a gay American citizen. I personally believe that members of the LGBTQ Community (Lesbian Gay Bisexual Trans-gender Questioning) should be treated with the same respect as everyone else. I believe that no mater what a person feels for another person, shouldn’t affect how they exist in America. Just because someone doesn’t exactly fit into someone’s view of “normal” means that they aren’t worthy of the same respect and rights as a human being? It makes no sense. A lot of people will say that in the Bible it is an abomination under the eyes of God for man to lay with another man, but yet, does it not say also in the Bible that Thou shalt not cast judgment upon thy neighbors. I’m not trying to bring religion in on the topic because that’s the last thing I want to do. This topic of Gay Rights has been avoided forever. I think it’s now time for the people of the LGBTQ Community to take a stand and show the world that we are going to fight in what we believe in.
When America declared their independence from England on the fourth of July in 1776, the American colonies showed Britain that they were going to fight for what they wanted, their own lives. That’s what we should do now. Every time I turn on the news or read the paper, there is always some article about how all these people are getting what they want because they are fighting for it. Back when America was segregated into the “colored” and the “white” people fought for their freedom, they fought for what they wanted… Rights. They fought for their right to vote, and to own land, and to ride in the front of the bus.
Rosa Parks
-December 1, 1955. She became famous for refusing to give up her bus seat. This soon lead to the Montgomery Bus Boycott. Which was one of the largest racial discrimination movements in US history. The African-American people fought for what they wanted. Fair, equal, and justified rights in this country, and as American citizens, all people of the LGBTQ Community should be entitled to those rights as well. The right to marry, the right to vote, the right to adopt, the right to work, the right to speak up, and most of all, the right to co-exist with all of the other thousands of American people living in this country today.
This is an example of discrimination. Except it’s not racial discrimination we are dealing with now. It’s Sexual Orientation discrimination that we are currently dealing with. People are being murdered and brutally killed and beaten to death just because of their sexual preference. Gay men and women cannot co-exist in this world with other people because all everyone wants to do is be a child and point fingers at something that doesn’t fit into their perception of “normal”. People are dieing out there. People are being fired from their jobs just because they have a partner of the same gender. How many more lives will be lost before we can put an end to all of this? How many more people will be killed just because they want to love, and care for someone of the same sex. We can’t control how we feel. We can’t make ourselves change our view on life.
For more information on this topic please visit http://www.humanrightscampaign.com/ or http://www.pflag.org/
Hello World.
Ok, so I know having a website/weblog is so like out-of-date but I do not care. I’ve tried having a blog on myspace and I’ve tried having a blog on othersites but it just isn’t working because no one cares about the blogs, they only care about the profiles and the pictures and ect. I want a site where it can be all about me. All about what I feel and all about how I view things.
Even though I still use my myspace blog and I still use my other blogs, I intend to use this blog for more, “serious” things in my life. From time to time I will post blogs of like my favorite songs and poems, but 90% of the time they will be stuff that I have written.
I intent to make a post of an article that I wrote a few months back for the LGBTQ Community newsletter. It was published in 2007. So, keep checking back for my blogs and keep me updated on how I’m doing.
